This week has been such a whirlwind of stuff. Nothing monumental to anyone but myself. Anyone but me, the person with the ADD emotions and the inability to show emotion to other, except through writing of course.
"I just don't think I'll ever get over you...." these are lyrics from a song in Garden State, which I'm currently watching. These lyrics for some reason define how I'm feeling tonight. I seem to have the inability as well to get over things. Maybe its because of my lack of emotion or something along those lines. I've just never been able to talk about things with other people, even my best friends. and because of this I really don't talk to people about stuff very much at all, I never share my feelings, or cry in front of others, or let on just how I feel about something. Except for if I'm mad, even sometimes I can't do that.
I am so tired, and overall, I'm just ready for this week to be over.
Plus, I'm in a super cuddly mood right now, wish doesn't help, since most of the time I don't enjoy being touched.
I can be the exact same way when it comes to expressing myself so I know completely how you feel. So weird but whenever I'm kinda feeling down like that I also watch Garden State!
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