If I were a Carpenter

Is most likely my favorite song ever! Its just so pure and to the point. Its how I wish I felt about someone, someone about me. I love June Cash's voice as well.

"Save your love through loneliness,
Save your love for sorrow,
I gave you my onliness
Give me your tomorrow."

Its just so...perfect. I love their story, I mean I know it wasn't perfect, but it was their own, and they went through a lot of stuff before the two finally came together as one.

So tonight I watched the Jane Austen Book Club, and it was amazing! It made me want to read all of the books! But it also made me want a love like all the people in the movie eventually came to find.

Sweetest Girl..

I love driving in my car, really fast, and listening to the Sweetest Girl, by Wyclef. Although its a completely inappropriate song, it just makes me happy.

So last night was Lanes going away party! I can't believe that in like 2 weeks she'll be leaving for Dubai! DUBAI! its just crazy! I'm just glad she's getting a facebook! Whats even weirder, is that at like the exact same time, Kristi is coming back! I have missed her alot, I mean who else am I supposed to tell everything about to, and its just not the same sending a facebook message.

Virtual Insanity

I hate rain, I didn't used to, but I do now! Its has been raining nonstop for like a whole week. I think I'm just getting restless because its summer, and I don't really have anything to do, and I don't really like driving in the rain, so I'm just stuck inside.

I am officially a senior in high school! How crazy is that? It felt like just yesterday I was sitting in Sunday school 2nd grade trying to sit next to the boys because the girls annoyed me, or when my elementary school best friend moved away, or even all of the 2 years I was stuck in the hell hole that is middle school.

I look back and I think, I really am lucky. I have found some of the best friends I could ask for. Unforetunatly I've lost a few along the way, some that will stay with me forever and some that won't. But high school has been really good to me. I mean I've purposely avoided being in relationships, and have avoided doing anything like drinking or partying, and some may look at me like I'm crazy and that I'm missing stuff in high school, but I've loved it. I really am just so glad that I chose to go to Central. I can't even believe that the summer after 8th grade I was crying and asking my family if I could go to FPD because I didn't know anyone, and now I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

So today I was at the dentist office with my brother, and there was this woman sitting next to me and these two adorable mixed kids sitting on the floor reading, so the woman leans over and is like "so are you out of school" and they respond "yes" so she goes "where do you go?" the boy replies "Mckibben lane" and the girl goes "well I just finished at miller, but I'm going to Central next year" and the woman responds " oh, well, I 'm sorry!" Isnt that the worst thing ever! I think I'm going to go organize my itunes!

"Hey, give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me"