Comfort in the oddest form

Today has been one of those days where I'm just sitting around the house watching Grey's Anatomy, so I normally just surf the internet, and I logged onto my Myspace account which I have logged into in years and I came across this post that I made on

July 17 2008, almost exactly 2 years ago.

"I have had the most amazing few weeks,

its really made me appreciate the decisions I've made,

even the ones that I didn't like at first,

the ones that hurt.

At one point I thought that I had to fix everything, everyone,

but now I realize that sometimes things can't be mended.

today was such a great day...

I don't think I could say that enough.

but now I'm going to pop in a "Friends" disk, 

and maybe eventually fall asleep."

I couldn't possibly tell you what I was talking about at this point in my life or what I had been doing that made it so good, but it just comforts me to know that I was able to come to that realization about trying to fix things, because I feel like I'm always doing that. 

But now after I read this I know I don't have to feel that way, because things will still work out. All I know is that this was about my friends, friends who have become such a great part in my life. And even though I have so many questions and worries about them and our relationships, I know that they made me so happy and they really have been such a great part of the past four years.

and even if all of them don't stay that way as I enter college, I still know that I'll make new friends despite my hesitations.

It is just such a comfort.

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